Wednesday, March 30, 2011


My girl's mottled prince lost so young. Barking behind her in a wishing well, her call growing softer in the dark as it went.. with magic grace he tucked his tail, the world too coarse for our buddy soft and smart.
We lost him in the rain that night. The weak fist of morning nudged us back into the streets and we found him.. his foxy coat mocking the cruel sky, our prince down on violent green, body unfamiliar but his head was high like Sphinx. I cried to touch his dirty fur. i thought he wasn't real

We can't touch him anymore, wet or dry, healthy or thin, but i was wrong to think that morning that he couldn't be there. Now he is gone and i know he will never truly go. Good things can't die, try as they might

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Nights working

Another insect in my hair. from keeping the window open, from the porch, from the cracks in the walls, from spending breaks in the alley, from living outside even when i'm not or the worst is when i can't. the girls screamed at it...poor bug. poor girls. poor me for getting angry with them.

One of the dishwashers talking to me about "Joan crawford's tits"
Meanwhile a tree above us is giving my wig a tenant, meanwhile i remember when it was colder out, i dream of losing my wig...only a wig


Friday, March 25, 2011

Reel around the fountain

Bodies darkening with time
under the arms, between our legs, areolas shadows of show me yours and can i keep mine?, our blond heads dimming out like old bulbs
Bodies blending with the night ahead. knights of night, growing old like playing limbo, dancing in hell

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Friday, March 18, 2011

every time i read a porsche i think of u

du bist so weit weggg

muse, ich will einfach inspiriert sein. ich will spaƟ haben.
liebe deine,

Monday, March 7, 2011

red before green

Harder to live again after you've died.


INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
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Introverted (I) 62.16% Extroverted (E) 37.84%
Intuitive (N) 62.79% Sensing (S) 37.21%
Feeling (F) 76.47% Thinking (T) 23.53%
Perceiving (P) 66.67% Judging (J) 33.33%

Your main type is 3
Your variant is sexual

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Saturday, March 5, 2011

Harder to kill someone who is already dead. all hurt towards longing. all faith towards blinders. kill the periphery without losing sound, listen closely but keep those eye$ on da prize


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

How to understand pricks without becoming one.

"You get what you pay for," but what do you get when you don't pay for anything